Friday Nights in Iowa

Yet another boring Friday night in Iowa. I really don't have anything to do. I'll probably end up hanging out with my friend Jay - no relationship - though, I do not know what we're going to do. Jay made some mention of going out and getting drunk, but nah. That's not really "my thing." Not that I haven't done such a thing, but whatever. Besides, I have to get up at 5:30 tomorrow morning and to go work. : ( Oh well, tis money. So, if Jay does decide to go out and get plastered tonight, I'll gladly take the roll of sober girl. I mean, it'd be funny to be the sober one for once and to be able to laugh at everyone else's drunken antics. Ah yes...and then I can take advantage of the boys. Hehehe... ; )
I've been spending most of my nights with Jay lately. But that's because I really don't have anyone else to do anything with. My best friend Rachel is ALWAYS hanging out with her bf - who she's been with for over a year. But that's ok. In the past couple of years, I've become a bit of a loner, but maybe too much for I've been dying for attention. Thus is the reason I've been hanging out with Jay lately. Hmm, I don't mean for it to sound as though that's the only thing he's good for. But anyway, if I were not hanging out with Jay tonight, I'd probably just take up my usual post at the kitchen island in front of the tv. All night, I'd just sit there and read, write, journal and whatnot. Jesus, dont' I live a boring teenage life? (Please know...I am being sarcastic when I say the following...) I mean, as a teenager in this time, shouldn't I be out getting drunk and doing drugs and having sex with many and mulitple random guys? Uh huh...